It was
dark and she was light…much lighter than the dark air pressing on his
shoulders. He had always spoken with such conviction, until he heard her
voice. Hers shattered his. His words broke before they fled his mouth.
But she caught them in her ears and they rested there a while, before swimming
through to her mind. It wasn’t the sounds of the words that made them
particularly all-consuming. She had heard the words before, spoken them, but it
was the look that delivered the words…that irresistible thought-stilling look.
It
almost didn’t happen. It was like juggling, only with words. What he was
supposed to say, and what would have been conventionally appropriate to say was
“Congratulations” or “Kudos” or any other token of praise. He didn’t need to
say anything at all. And yet he was compelled to say something, and for reasons
unknown to him, it had to be the right something. He had to have the right
words. And what he did say...he almost need not have said.
“Though
I am not…somehow…in your presence…I am.”
Puzzling
words - extensively ambiguous words, words completely absent of, and yet
completely electrified with meaning. And she held his stare for some time, more
out of paralysis than anything else. He had heard her singing, that alchemy
that dazzled and enraptured him. So…what else could there be? He had listened
and she had sung straight from her soul, so what was he looking for? Did he
need a visual? Could her eyes ever convey it?
And
suddenly, for less than a nanosecond, less than was possible to qualify as
time…he saw it. And as he saw it, she felt his, their whole lives in motion
though they were standing perfectly still. The magic he had longed for…the
impossible she believed did not exist. They had it…
…But
that’s the tragedy - the life-breaking reality. It was over before it had
begun, for that was it, that one moment, the break in the circuit. That was
that moment you have all been warned about and conditioned to avoid. That was
the moment when two people of our human breed felt too much.
They felt
so much…that they both burst into flames.
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